feelingfrom4monthsDa

nafywhy：feeling from 4 months
Dailydate 4th Jun
I have been here for nearly 4 months, I have so much spare time ,and do myself, it seems that I am a soho, no one is here , cos , my job is do myself, anything I can help, I wonder how to make myself sucessful, so puzzled for me, maybe communication is the big problem, when I stay here and sit there ,I feel cold, coldness in my heart, how to go on this business ,and develop the customers Ah this is like a needle in a haystack, how to do this ,also I know , i learned much when I came here, but not so effected, now, everyday, so upset, is that I give myself stress, I am afraid of being laughed, this kind of situation is not my mean, I have tried , but failed, so terrible ,for the job, it is very good, but ,that not what I want.
What I want is that can make me feel life is happy, no bearing so much paitent, no worrying that how the people look like you? Don't care that wether I will be successful, failure is mine ,and successness also is mine, if I always think what the people just talk about, I think it is very tired, also, I think seriously,how to make , how to make me better and better?
the big problem is communication,No one believe that is true, some people we can talk much and get well, but ,some people we cant get familiar with each other , also I don't know wether itis my problem, I found I lost some, also I get some, how to say, I found myself get little happiness and not so much optimistic , I told my friend, she told me :cos you are fell so stressful! Oh, will I be a mope? That is a bad thing I don't want to be.
Saying always be easier than active, what I can do for myself is try ,try….again, oh,when is the ending ,no complaint.

yanwangsy：should be more patient,although we choose this business line,we would try our best act our job,if u wanna make money and get much more work experience,pls insist on living this life,maybe some day,u will get what u wanna get...fighting..
i have been here for nearly 4 monthes ,but no order so far...

zero8mile：If u chooes the trade,why not just keep going, one day, may be next day,i think u will find the order in u email

joychen0112：It is said theart of living is to know when to hold fast and when to let go..

nafywhy：tks for ur supportment

MFL81215：just like no pains no gains, but pains =\ gains, come on