IfeelBadFlowofconsc

davidsquall：I feel Bad
Flow of consciousness
Life seems destined to be rough for supposed me. Staring into the sky, counting the tear-dew on the finger tips, I appeal to the world and life for happiness and miracle. All of my inspirations areput into my beloved and set industrywithout even a bit of regret or doubt for I have paid heavy price for my hesitation and lingering. those that passed seems, though I am always expecting, never comes back any more, likewise the old sayings that has been created and existing for thousands of years. Even a slight and careless glipmse of myself in the mirrow of life will make me deep in contemplation and asperation, contemplating my world of love, affection, happiness and accomplishments..
I don't remember exactly from when have I liked to think over myself, eye fixed at some point in the universe, but I do remember clearly it has been long since I did that the last time. It can, should and will be a definite time for me to recall this again this dask in a quiet and clean lawn lying in the breast of the great earth, breathing the fragrence of the natural touch, listening to the music brainstorm. Always want to shred the unconscious eyedew to the air far away, as far as the end of the world, but every time in vain, gaining enomerous amout of bitterness and shallow but nameless impulse.
I am kind of confused of who I am from time to time, which ironically to be the most actual and effective reminder for me of constant, though not continuous contempaltion and asperation of the life. Seems the future,near or in the long run, is always telling lies to me conniving a word named hope. Pragmatically to my thought, any breach of sunrise in the morning or the sunset in the evening wave their hand to me, I have to face the colorful and fickle but interesting and challenging life.
Always belive even with a exausted and battered body, I can reach the place that is just predestined for me and it is a wonder I like and I can be myself, or even a someone I can whisper to..
Heart-throbbing sound greeting and kissing, now striving and welcoming ..

styongjia：飘过……

davidsquall：what comes along and goes around.
my heart sinking

lihuiqinapple：I dont know why you so sadness,but i think you must happy yourself quickly.after all ,you are a yonger ya?
best wishes for you,and hope you enjoy the life.

子莫： 这么长，看得我头晕，呵呵
但还是希望你开心吧！

tanliparty1：everyone has its ups and downs.With the time goes on,look back on the past times,you will find,that is just a waste of time.

youngsusan：:L 看不懂

davidsquall：
tks for your comfort, I confess I didnt feel good, but I need to get my feetback on the ground very soon.

davidsquall：
Being young is treasure, clean up dismays and upsets is difficult. anyway, I need to have a little rest and move on

davidsquall：顶上去````````````````

kaoyoung-guo：
一起水过~~

sandy--sky：加油吧
没有什么困难 能阻挡你的
:P

davidsquall：
恩，早上起来好困，客人明天就要来咯。

zalalian：中国人还和中国人讲英语？是不是有显摆的嫌疑啊？？？？:(

Kevinglish：哦 那就是意识流啊? 从哪引来的啊?

Jukey：I find you like a flower trying to bloom in snow, never want to give your hope up, but so many confused difficulties prevent you from being successful. Come on, I believe that if you never give up and try your best, you can gain what you want!
U should calm down first and think over yourself clearly, know what you want, what the problems you meet, know if you can deal with the problems or not, if not, why? whether you can deal with them with some peoples' help and then try it.
I think that there are many solutions to deal with the problems, but we lack of peaceful mind to think over, have a good attitude and then try it, at last you will make it

采莲子：真的看不懂，真不好意思:o :o :o

dailiyuan：Come On,just believe yourself!