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windyxqy：what can i do
I am very confused; I don’t know how to do.
April 4th is the day I decide to go or not. How time flies.
It is about two month since I came to this company, during the time; I have touched many people and things that I never saw these before.
In two months, I also learn how to get alone with others, although it is at the cost of my tears.
In this company, I have happiness, together with sadness. I cry for my disability, my innocence, and much things I did not do it well. I also feel happy because I know there are many people they take care of me.
Whether or not, I thank the company they give me this chance to do the job—foreign trade. I thought my English is good previously, so I want to have a position related English, but when I have got this job, I know I am definitely wrong. How poor my English is. I can’t express my thoughts. I can’t know what the foreigners said. I am scared; I do not know what I can say. It is a shame, I will not forget forever.
I thought I didn’t learn the foreign trade before, so there must be someone to teach me how to deal with the business. Now I know this is my puerility thoughts. Nobody have the incumbency to teach me. They don’t have the time, they don’t have this idea. All of things I must learn by myself. Many times I feel confused, I don’t know whether I will insist on, because I really do not what I can do, how to learn. I know there are many things I must study, but every day I look at the computer, I just stare it, feel blank.
My character is tender, I do not like competition, I can stand the stress. I don’t want much money; all I want is the happiness, the banal life. Yes, I am not aspirant, I admit. I think the job isn’t suit to me. But I don’t know what is suitable to me. It seems that I did not care of everything, I don’t like any position.
I must make a decision now, I know. What is my future, where is my happiness, who will tell me, what can I do?

jimmy8785x：不喜欢就改行或者换岗位

zxgar：:L 我懒得看英文。

你走我就跑：既然1楼知道自己的不足之处的话，那就好好的解决一个个的问题
英文不好的话也没太大关系，关键是看你今后努不 努力去学习
看1楼写的我都 能明白，可能是中国人的缘故，说实话你的英语很中国。
呵呵
不过，对外贸方面的东西在外贸路这里好好学，多看看那些精华贴，自己再把外贸的整个流程好好摸索摸索，对工作有个全面的了解，相信你就会自信很多的，
目前你还是好好调整心态，可以看出1楼工作时间不长，都会有这么一段经历的，
过去了就好了
加油

utopiar：的确很中国......

kellykelly1986：You can get you what you want
I know your feeling.From what you wrote I guess you are just a fresh guy on this kind of field.I just want to tell you the international job is not so easy to do even on the conditon of without the economic crsies.
You will know what you should do and how to do for your next srep,for this new field you just learn to be yourself and you will know it is just for your basic life then.
hope you cherrish and find your way to your life.

howard08：Be more confident, more patient; you should believe that whatever if you really want it , you will get it !

windyxqy：Do you think my english is poor?

jimmy8785x：哎 英语和中文的交叉
我们都是外国人

howard08：It's OK, not so bad, hah !

tracy(漫不经心)：一瞥而过后又仔细的看了一篇
很多外贸人都这样,迷茫,痛苦
摆正心态,我都工作快3年了,也还在由于，思索着,一起加油吧!

hoffman：LZ很强
我被你的话雷到了
How poor my English is. 感觉与事实不符合。

narica：Your written English is GOOD.
Be confidence !

wqysjl：阳光总在风雨后啊没有经历过心酸又怎能知道生活的不易呀1楼的英语不错啊一点点的中国式英语可以在慢慢积累中改正

夏无桀：我也两个月
也很彷徨犹豫。

x.l.wayne：come on,don't lose your confidence,please!Don't think foreign trde to be too difficult,believe that you can do everything well when you try your best!

windyxqy：非常谢谢你们的鼓励，可我不知道我适不适合做这个

弄花香满衣：LZ要是工作坏境不行就换个地方吧

windyxqy：想换个环境，但是找不到

姗语：才两个月而已,状况LZ英语也不差,别这么早泄气呀
任何人都是自己一步步慢慢走过来的,以后上手了在回头来想想真的没什么

梦翱翔：不错啦。呵呵。加油！

windyxqy：不行，根本不能和老外进行对话，感觉都说不出来，也听不懂他们在讲什么

liding232：
不要郁闷，我和你一样的，我觉得不管怎么样，要么坚持，坚持不了就放弃，还年轻，什么都有可能的